Dear Hot Mess: A Love Letter to My Party Girl Past

From the Playboy Mansion to rock bottom—this is not your average party girl confessional.
In this raw and revealing episode, Lindsay opens up about her early 2000s binge-drinking days, chain-smoking to stay thin, and the wild highs of a culture obsessed with being “cool”—even if it killed you slowly.

Yes, there are stories from the Playboy Mansion. But there’s also real talk about depression, disordered eating, ADHD, and what finally made her stop. Spoiler: it wasn’t rehab. It was heartbreak, exhaustion, and hitting a mental wall.

🎧 If you were 21 in 2005—or know someone who was—this episode is your mirror and your permission slip to heal.